001. Real name? Jessica.
002. Nickname(s)? Jess.
003. Zodiac sign? Aries.
004. Male or female? Female.
005. Elementary? St. George's.
006. Middle School? Parkfields.
007. High School? Harlington.
008. Hair color? Blonde.
009. Long or short? Long.
010. Loud or Quiet? Used to be loud, quiet now.
011. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans.
012. Phone or Camera? Phone.
013. Health freak? Nope.
014. Drink or Smoke? Only drinking under severe depression.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes. ._.
016. Eat or Drink? I don't eat/drink anymore.
017. Piercings? Just my ears. I want snakebites. .3.
018. Tattoos? No, they're ugly.
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? Yeah.
020. Been in a car accident? Nope.
021. Been in a fist fight? No.
FIRSTS:
022. First piercing? Ears.
023. First best friend? Laura.
025. First award? Pumpkin contest. ._.
026. First crush? The same one as the one i have one on now. v_v
028. First big vacation? Malta.
LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to? Abby.
030. Last person you texted? Tom.
031. Last person you watched a movie with? Phil... ._.
032. Last food you ate? Pizza.
033. Last movie you watched? V for Vendetta.
034. Last song you listened to? How In The World- Family Force 5
035. Last thing you bought? Probably a energy drink.
036. Last person you hugged? Think it was Jade.
FAVES:
037. Food? I used to like chocolate.
038. Drinks? Blue WKD.
039. Clothing? Jeans and a top with a huge baggy jumper with a massive hood.
040. Book? Warrior Cats
041. Music? Acid Punk, Alternative, Club, Crunk Rock, Dance, Darkwave, Disco, Drum & Bass, Electronic, Eurodance, Gothic, Happy Hardcore, Hip-Hop, House, Indie, Industrial, J-Pop, J-Rock, Latin, Metal, Pop, Post-retro, Punk, Rap, Rock, Screamo, Techno, Trance, Visual Kei and Vocaloid stuff... i like everything really.
042. Flower? Chocolate plant.
043. Colors? Dark purple, any shade of blue, black and lime green.
044. Movies? Butterfly Effect, Catwoman.
045. Shoes? Converse or Vans.
046. Subjects? German and Art.
IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken (._. ...)
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [ ] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy (everyday since Friday and probably for a long time )
059. [x] met someone who changed your life (Phil T_T)
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [x] left the country
062. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [ ] cried over the silliest thing
064. [ ] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [ ] stayed single the whole year
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? Nothing.
068. Drinking? Nothing
069. I'm about to? Continue crying. ._.
070. Listening to? Opheliac- Emilie Autumn.
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? Mope mope mope mope mope.
072. Waiting for? Something amazingly wonderful to happen.
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? I HATE kids.
074. Want to get married? No.
075. Careers in mind? Graphic Designer or in the Video Game industry.
WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes? Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? Taller.
078. Romantic or spontaneous? Spontaneous.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms? Stomach.
080. Sensitive or loud? Both. v_v
081. Hookup or relationship? Relationship.
082. Troublemaker or hesitant? Troublemaker. ._.
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts? No.
084. Ran away from home? Yes.
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense? No.
086. Killed somebody? No.
087. Broken someone's heart? Hope not, cause it hurts like mad.
088. Been arrested? No.
089. Cried when someone died? Yeah. v_v...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself? Not in hell.
091. Miracles? Maybe.
092. Love at first sight? No.
093. Heaven? I'm skeptical.
094. Santa Claus? Santa is an anogram for satan. ._.
095. Sex on the first date? No.
096. Kiss on the first date? It's possible.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes... so much that it hurts. T_T
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? Not right now no. I'm only a shadow of what i used to be.
099. Do you believe in God? No.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people. No.


Whats the sexiest part of the oppostie sex's body?
Stomach i guess...

Whats your favorite color gummy bear?
Yellow.

Is there a baby in the room your in right now?
No...if there was it's blood would be on the wall .3.

Every had a song sang about you?
No...

Do you know how to dance?
Yeah i wanna learn the Melbourne Shuffle.

Whats your favorite thing that is green?
Grass? idk.

What are you doing tonight?
Sulking.

What did your last text message say?
Don't be upset, smile!
You have an amzing smile . Xx
From: Tom

T_T thank you so much Tom~

Favorite Smell?
Gasoline.

Whats in your pockets?
My phone ,bus pass and something my ex gave me. ._.

What are the last 2 digits of your phone number?
66

Freckles?
Used to.

Have you ever been in a plane?
Yup.

How many pillows do you sleep with?
Three.

Who do you talk to when your down?
All of my friends. v_v

Do you sleep in a bra?
Yeah.

Do you wear makeup?
Mhm.

How many languages can you say hi/hello in?
English, Spanish, French, German, Japanese.

What movie did you last see in theaters?
Uhh in the cinema... God that was ages ago.
Think it was the latest Harry Potter movie.

Who did you go with?
My family.

How's the weather?
Windy and cold.

Favorite Color?
Lime green.

Who are you thinking about right now?
My ex. TT_TT

Have you ever been pushed into a pool with your clothes on?
No.

Wearing any clothes you wore yesterday?
Yeah, stupid school uniform.

Name a song you know all the words to?
D-I-E 4 Y-O-U. By Family Force 5.

Are you in love with someone right now?
Yes... v_v

What color is your cell phone/phone?
Black.

Whats the last thing you watched on tv?
I'm a celebrity...get me outta here!!

Who was the last person to take a picture of you?
Phil. T_T

Can you speak sign language?
Used to.

Do you have an uncle named Joe?
No.

What can you hear right now?
My music.

Ever been overseas?
Yeah.

Have you ever been to New York City?
Nope. ._.

What are your plans for today?
I WAS gonna go see Tom but he fell asleep.

Favorite childhood show?
Courage The Cowardly Dog.

Did you sleep well last night?
No.

Who'd you sleep with?
No one. Alone. ._.

Do you like your feet?
No, feet are gross.

Favorite Food?
I don't eat.

Any siblings?
Little sister and older half-bro.

Do you bite your nails?
Yes.

First job?
Artist assistant.

Ever smoken weed?
No.

Pot?
....Same thing.

Done drugs?
No. v_v

Have you ever snuck out?
Yes.

Ever lied to your parents?
All the time.

Slept with someone of the oposite sex?
I be a virgin. ._.

Ever aten a carton of ice cream yourself?
Yes... When i got dumped.

How many times have your cried in front of the last person you kissed?
I don't know, depends if he saw me at school.

Whats something you do when your mad?
Scream into my pillow.

When's the last time you cried?
Right now. ._.

Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Yes... ._.

Learned any lessons in life?
To never trust my heart again.

How do you feel about your hair?
It's...ok.

What color is your hair?
Blonde.

Where you touching someone of the oposite sex?
._. ... wtf kinda personal?

Ever kissed anyone who's name started with a K?
No.

How bout a B, E, or O?
No.

Kiss or Hug anyone today?
Lots of hugs.
First time i went into school today.

Where were you at midnight last night?
Watching TV hugging somthing my ex gave me.

Is there someone that makes you happy everytime you talk to them?
Yes and no.

Is there someone who gives you butterflies?
Yes. v_v

Did anyone yell at you today?
I can't yell today.

Have you had sex in the past month?
No.

With who?
NO.

Are you texting anyone?
Yes.

Has anyone said they loved you and mean it in the past week?
.... ._. no.

Hows your heart lately?
Empty and ripped up.

what are you doing right now?
MSN.

Ever run over an animal?
No i don't drive.

Any pets?
2 Cats.

Name them?
Nala and Simba. ._. *fail*

Last 3 digits of your phone number?
066

Mad at anyone?
No.

Miss anyone?
Yes, like crazy.

Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alchohol?
No.

How about without doing drugs?
Yes.

What age do you want to have sex?
16 at the min.

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
15... T_T

Are your eyes the same color as your mom and dads?
No.

What color are they?
Blue/green/grey.

Would you like to go back and change something in the past 2 months?
Yes! T_T

Is there anyone you want to be with?
Yeah.

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
Not really.

Where do you want to go the most?
To his house.

What color are your bed sheets?
Pink.

Who is your best friend?
Sophie, Jade, Abby and Laur.

How long have you been best friends with this person?
Sophie- 5 years
Jade- 8 years
Abby- 7 years
Laur- 9 years

Single, taken, or confused?
Single and confused. ._.

Enjoy drama?
It's ok.

Are you a girly girl?
Sometimes.

Small or big purses?
Neither i hate purses.

Chocolate or candy?
Chocolate.

Are you short?
No.

Like someone?
Yes.

What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
Scream at them.

Do you care if socks are dirty?
No.

Do you dress up on halloween?
Yes.

Are you double jointed?
Yes. In my fingers.

Where's the weirdest place you've slept?
In a cupboard.

Call anyone by their last name?
Yeah.

Whats the last song you listened to?
Wonderland Woods- Chris Vrenna (American McGee's Alice soundtrack)

What color shirt are you wearing?
Navy, School uniform.

How about pants?
Black flares.

Do you prefer light or dark hair in the oppostie sex?
Either is fine.

Do you have a best friend?
Lots of them. v_v

Do you like your life?
Not at the moment.

Do you have a myspace or facebook?
Yes both.


THIS OR THAT?
Diet or non-Diet?
Non-diet- Who the fuck cares about weight.

Pillow or Blanket?
Pillow- So you can cuddle it. ._.

Breakfast or Lunch?
Lunch- i sleep through breakfast.

Boy or Girl?
Guys... There's not many girls that i'm friends with that give good games.

Pants or Shirt?
TROUSERS.

Heels or Flip-flops?
Flipflops- I hate being taller than i am already.

Fruits or Veggies?
Fruits.

Dog or Cat?
Cats.

Blue or PInk?
Blue.

Plane or Train?
Train.

Text or Call?
Call. You can hear that person's voice. v_v

Drugs or Alchohol?
Alcohol. It'll make you forget without hurting your body worse than drugs.

Shoes or Socks?
Socks.

Sweats or Jeans?
Jeans.

Bracelets or Necklaces?
Bracelets.

Soda or Juice?
Soda.

Markers or Crayons?
Markers.

Curly hair or Straight hair?
Straight.

Black and White or Color?
Black.

Stars or Hearts?
Stars. Hearts suck. v_v

Kiss on the cheek or Kiss on the neck?
Neck...


Updates-

Yeah yeah emo shit latley.
Cause if you haven't guessed already, my bf dumped me...
He's given a really silly excuse for it too. v_v
That he's "Not ready for a relationship"
If he really wasn't ready then he'd tell me on the first day... not wait 2 weeks T_T
I guess i'll never know the real reason.
It's really weird though... the first week we went out everything was totally amazing... then the next week it was like he was embarrassed by me or somthing. ._.
He wouldn't talk to me on his own free will and i had to be the one giving the hugs and stuff... then the dreaded text came. T_T
Ever since we haven't talked and when i see him at school he's acting like nothing has happened. ._.
...I really did like him cause he was my first bf...
And everyone else says they'll be others, but i don't want others. T_T
I really don't know what to do with myself at the moment.
I've stopped eating/drinking, cut myself and cry myself to sleep at night.
Can anyone offer any advice? ._.

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